So… I’m up now.
Lol, it’s not like I can type and sleep at the same time…
“That would be Crazy.” (Kevin’s voice from The Office).
& I’m thinking.
I just got through watching Charles Stanley teach on the Will of God.
And I don’t know why…
But midway through his message, I started thinking about the church ⛪️ me and my hubby are going to have one day.
The fact that I’m even saying this, is a miracle. Lol 😂
This is not something I have EVER WANTED.
And still, I am unsure of exactly what God’s plan are concerning my life…
Well, since I had my visitation with The Lord back in March and He asked me would I feed his sheep?
I have noticed a heart change.
It’s like I’ve been all mushy & wushy towards people.
I guess the correct term is compassionate. 😅
Except, it feels likes it’s been in overload mode.
Trust me… if you know me.
You’ll know that after I give someone a word from the Lord or something of that nature & they don’t listen, I be out ✌🏽.
Like, I’m not finna pray with you again, I’m not finna keep telling you the same things over and over again. And I most definitely am not coddling Anybody!
If you ain’t my husband you ain’t getting pacified period!!! lol.
Well, at least that’s how I was…
I have been the complete opposite of the TAKYAH I normally am.
Now, don’t get me wrong, the black and white side of me is still very much there; as I don’t believe in sugar coating the word of God for anybody (including myself).
However, the compassion, the grace, the love (well extra love), & the understanding has just been magnified greatly in my heart towards people.
I feel as though The Lord is literally giving me a heart for people & helping me to see them through His eyes…
It’s so much compassion!!!!!!!
Like, it’s crazy!
Even today, (well a few hours ago) I had to delete a comment a man left on my newest thread.
He basically told me to go suck somebody’s a— cause he felt that what I was saying wasn’t true.
I didn’t argue with him.
I didn’t clap back or any of that.
Although I deleted his comment; I still felt compassion for him afterwards.
And guess what I did y’all?!?
I prayed 🙏🏽 for him!!!!
Do y’all hear me?!!?!!!!!!
Lol, like this is huge for me!! 😂
And don’t get me wrong I’ve had to do some humbling acts & shutting my mouth when it came to people before; but for people I don’t know???
Mane… I’d usually go off on them folks so bad and wouldn’t think twice about it.
I’m kidding… 👀😬 lol
But man… today I noticed that small but big change.
but it’s just something about that interaction that has me excited. 🤩✝️
Is it weird that I’m excited after someone told me to go suck a— 🤔
Hmm… why.. yes… yes it is.. lol
I am excited!! 😆😆😆
So, I was sitting here thinking of things we could do or would do; in the church that God gives us and how we would lead God’s people.
I was thinking of partnering with therapists; credit repairers, business starters, job finders, & just having a community where you don’t just come to church; but you come to church and thrive!!!
You come to church & learn how to live a successful & happy life and you learn how to walk-in the king/queen like authority God called you to walk in.
I was thinking of a church that doesn’t stop with me and my family.
Like, I’m tired of seeing that!
And of course it’s nothing wrong with a pastor and his wife & children prospering; but what about everybody else? What about their lives? Why does it always stop there when the Bible said they had ALL THINGS in common. (ACTS 4)
I want us all to be on top being the best us we can be!!
Sure, we’re going to lay hands on you; but after hands are laid and demons are cast out of you; we’re going to give you the tools and natural resources to stay free!
Lastly, as I was sitting here, I was thinking of how cool it would be to just go inside of our church ⛪️ and just worship 🕊 God all night 🌙, lay out on the altar & be with Him.
Just me and God.
I guess my hubby can come sometimes too if he wants. 🙄😂 lol.
That would be so cool…
Okay, I desperately need to go to sleep!
Night guys! 🌙😇