Cloudy with No chance of Love ⛅️🙂💙

My friend called me today…

The one that I was telling you all about.

The one who I truly didn’t know if he was a real person or if he was my heart beat 💖 hiding behind some ruse.

Nevertheless, I am happy.

& my heart doesn’t want to know.

I am not in a place where I can take another let down.

Especially, after smiling all day, especially after being happy & my heart fluttering at the thought.

Nope.

I’m leaving it right here.

And I’m not answering the phone for my friend.

Ever.

Lol. 🤷🏽‍♀️

Either God is going to fulfill His word & this whole waiting thing will come to an end.

Or the worst will happen & I’ll be heartbroken, because I truly thought this was God…

I’m sorry, but even the thought of that…

Like, I just can’t…

I can’t take it not being him.

Neither, can I think that the guy I like is probably some arrogant man who doesn’t even know I exist.

I can’t take another,

“It’s not real Takyah & it’s all in your head” moment. 🥺

At least not until the time ⏰ allots for me to have to come to such a conclusion.

And with that being said,

I still have another month 🗓️ until I have to deal with that outcome.

So, nope.

I’m staying up ⬆️ here.

On cloud 9 ⛅️

Listening to my love playlist & flying around my house like a bird. 🦢🥰

At least until December 31st.

Then, if nothing happens,

I’ll have my answer and I’ll permanently let this go.

But…

I don’t even want to think about that day.

So, until then.

I’m staying up here.

Where my heart is fluttering 💖 at the thought 💭 of someone liking me just as much as I like them.

Where the thoughts of “No he wasn’t a jerk, he was just too shy” reign.

Where the thoughts of “Oh, he likes me this much! That is so cute” rules. 🤗

Nope.

Not coming down from here.

⭐️ On another note, I must let you all know that I am about to enter into a season of heavy discretion.

So, I hope y’all have been enjoying these blogs because I will be keeping my personal life to myself starting next month.

Well, tomorrow actually.

I know y’all probably enjoy my randomness and silliness and deep thoughts but…

That’s an instruction from The Lord Himself.

So, all of my deep thoughts and wonderings 💭 will be in a personal journal 📓 from now on, until God says otherwise.

I’m still gonna blog about relationships, dating, & Jesus & stuff, but anything about my personal life or my thoughts or situations, (even though y’all never know what I’m talking about) 🤣

Even still,

My season of quietness 🤫 starts tomorrow so…

With that being said…

Blah!!!!

Blah!!!!

Blah!!!! Blah!!!!!

Mooey Gooey Fadooey!!!

Lol!!! 🤣🤣🤣

I had to get that out! 😅

Now that that’s out.

I’ll write ✍🏽 to you guys later.

Once my silent season is over,

I’ll catch you all up to speed. 💐☺️🥰

Also, don’t forget to subscribe to my Godly Chik YouTube channel!

I’ll be doing many discussions and videos on that platform! I even have a new video coming out that will be posted Friday morning!

Make sure you subscribe to the channel so you don’t miss it!

Until next time my loves!

Love,

Takyah 🤍🤗

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